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          Hey guys, this seems so....ridiculous and I feel so childish doing it. Like a kid writing in their diary and hoping that no one see's it. Except for, it's for everyone to see and I hope someone reads this and finds comfort in the feeling of not being alone, or having someone relate to you. Hopefully you guys can, or hopefully your lives are super perfect and nothing bad ever happens, ever! <3 Kudos.
So the reason for this post is to redirect my feelings from being sad and upset to , maybe getting everything out to comfort myself and explain to you guys and myself why I am feeling this way and what I can do to fix it.
          So the boyfriend and I are researching places to live, craigslist hardcore and calling places up. Well, my bf is doing most of this right now, I am really looking forward to going on a walk and getting the f* out of dodge right now. [I am pretty sure that I've never used this phrase until now!]
Here's the scoop;
          My bf is on the phone talking to a manager of an apartment complex that we are looking into living at. His mom is at the door, (the door is very tightly ajar--like barely open) and she doesn't open the door but is just calling his name. I open the door and she asks about her keys. I recite to my boyfriend that his mom wants her keys. He asks the man to hold on , and then gets up and closes the door on his mom (it slams because of the wind.) So-One) RUDE! & gets back on the phone. He's on the phone and says something about more money to the apartment because of something I didn't hear , I thought he said since there's two people the rent would more. Out loud I said, "What the fuck." and it upset him and he made some gesture to me of his disapproval. I say, "You're annoying." Which I do regret saying because I am totally an empathize"r"  like hardcore, and yeah. He calls me this all the time, which hurts my feelings. With this as fact,  I definitely should not have called him that because of course it's going to hurt his feelings too.
          It's just that he gets so serious when he's on the phone, it's like the voice is more important then the actual person in front of you. I know that he is talking to someone who is important, but that doesn't mean you have to like completely ignore and be rude to everyone else. I love him so much though, oh so much <3
          I want to talk to him, but he's still mad. He already got up and walked away while I was typing this, and I could see him in my peripheral staring at me, with an upset look and came back a few minutes after. Now I just feel bad, I think it's best for me to just go away right now, and come back with his tension gone and his mind in a different place. I don't know people. This is just one of those things ya know. Anyways, my wrist hurts because of this angle. I need to walk it out.

That , "Good-Good" that just makes you cry!

Wow! And I do mean WOW! So, this isn't the first time-but the first time I am letting you all know. Well, let's get down to it. So, everyone-Lol. I'm sorry, I am just terribly nervous-I honestly was not nervous until this very moment. Okay, I'll just blurt it out! SEX! SEX! SEX! :D Ah, I said it. There are so many different types, ways and styles of having sex, making love and engaging in , "coitus." Let's be clear, I had had crazy, growling, screaming and panting sex and it has been great and most enjoyable. When you are in love, you can still have that same type of sex and it will be great too. I always thought this was , "my style" of sex. I found out, that I don't have just one style. I like them all. And one that is so unbelievably magical is truly, making love with the person that you care most about and that cares about you. Your true lover. Them being them , will just make it what it is. Also, the way in which you make love will affect your emotions in the moment. And sometimes it can just make you cry! Especially if you and your lover were having a quarrel or feeling down about something. When you unite and cure each other with your faces, your words, your heart and your organs(; it can be a moment that is incredibly beautiful. Every moment is beautiful when you are in love and about you and your lovers togetherness, but at these moments, every inch of my body is at it's max points of pleasure and passion is the main ingredient in my body, flowing through every vein, pumping my heart and squeezing tears out of my eyes <3
         

I Published a story!

I GOT MY SCORE! (:

          Hey guys! So, my last post was in regards to my GED testing and guess what!? I PASSED! YAY! So, the GED consists of 4 tests, including : social studies, science, mathematical reasoning and reasoning through language arts. I took the social studies test and I passed with a 173/200 ! (: Yayy, I knoww, that's like not perfect in which I would have liked it too be, but apparently I passed with honors ! (: By 3 points, but still! Three is my favourite number! (: I am just so happy and glad, that I am that much closer to college. It is super great because I only have three test left, (again the number #3) and then I'm done! AHHH! (: I am almost there, I can't wait!
          That about sums it up, when I take my next test I will let you guys know and keep you updated, this is just so much excitement that needs to be shared with you all (: If you have  any questions please feel free to comment below and I will be sure to reply! Thank you! XOXO

GED TESTING && SENIOR PROJECTING! AH! >:D

Hello one and all and welcome to today! This is a crucial day for me && my hubby to be! <3 (Not engaged or anything, just teen angst about marriage and love and all that shenanigans !) So tomorrow, for my boyfriend his name is Connor <3 Yay, Connor (: He has to present his senior project tomorrow to a room full of people. In this case, it's not as major of an audience (well I don't really know for sure) , and I say this because the high school that we went too (& that he has one project to do for) is an alternative one so, you know we get all the loopholes and hookups ! ...Kind of ! But yeah, he made a musical album and will be presenting that. I'm super excited for him ! Tonight we have to work so hard on the writing portion of that, or I guess...I do so he can finalize all of his tracks ! That will be...oh ...so...much..funn :) (Kind of sarcastic, kind of serious, kind of not serious more sarcastic <3) But we'll have a lot on our hands.
          In more recent happening is in well, about an hour I must leave for I will be taking my first GED test today! Ah, at this moment I'm thinking, man. Maybe I should have scheduled it so I could have a day off to study and think and lollygag, but that time is too late. It's been paid for and is happening, so I must go (: I am taking the Social Studies test, in which I have had much luck on with practice testing but must continue to do so and pass and be extra spectacularly awesome. This is the year 2014, and this year they have changed the GED testing from previous years. Apparently about every 10 years, the GED testing is renewed to coincide with that of the level of a 12th Grade High School student. It is also online, on a computer instead of being written. There are interactive things like dragging and dropping key words, or arranging things in the order that they go in. Anyways, I have to @ the bus stop at 11:57, well before that so-yeah I gotta go study (I'm so baddd <3). I will be sure to let you guys know how it went and all that loveliness when I do return (: Thank you all for reading, an read on !